I can never place the name with the face.

SO much has happenned! first of course, is my surgery. All went well it doesnt even hurt at all! But I have elastics right on my front teeth and its annoying and my teeth are in a different place and that messes me up. But its in a better place which is nice.

I am living the dream. I used to be such a depressive and moody person but now Im happy all the time and it rocks. Im so ridiculous and I love it. I have amazing friends, no drama, school is going great. My life revolves around art still and I thought I would have to give that up after high school. Im even more artsy I think and Im learning alot at school.

I actually like living in the prairies. I think I have learned to see the beauty in it that I never liked before just because it was different from ontario.

On that thought I fucking miss ontario with all of my heart. I like living in the bush T-T

SHANDAAA I miss her so bad I cant chill with her everyday and that sucks. Who moves to red deer?

I went to the bar for the first time. It was exactly what I thought it would be like. I didnt drink and i should do that next time.

Chelsey is my besty.

Art date with michael.

yeah so I got a job at value village and it ROCKS..

but its almost my birthday and my brother is supposed to take me out but I really dont want to go. I hate drinking but... its my 18th i feel like i have to get drunk, plus my brother is psyched to party with me I know it.
We smoked weed together but it was WIERD because it was suposed to be me and chels and him and jaylene(his lady) but where these other people wo obvy didnt want us there. I feel bad for jaylene she ahs to hang out with boys everyday and they are all so lazy.

my crew is such hippies. peace love and weed. I dont want to get drunk on my birthday it just makes you sick and obnoxios. I want a weed cake and i want all my friends and family to be there and everyone will be happy.
I just want everyone to know that smoking weed has made my life so awesome. I used to drive myself crazy and I was so moody and ridiculous and now Im so happy all the time and I love to hang out with my friends, I used to be a loner a lot. I hang with chelsey and shanda everyday and I miss them if I skip a day. I have a positive attitude and I dont hate anyone, I dont hold grudges at all and I dont even not like people, either Im friends with them or I dont worry about them. Another thing that weed has changed: Iv stopped worrying. I feel so free.

long live the herbal generation.

I know that some people who follow me on dA wont like this, like some poeple from school and my family and stuff. how about you smoke some weed and tell me Im wrong.

Okay so I FINALLY got some job interviews^^

Tommorow at 11am at wal-mart:[ and then again at 2pm at Value Village:]

The problem is Wal-mart is WAY closer to my house like.. WAY closer.
But I already know everyone at value village and its fucking awesome and my besty would be my supervisor! And I would make more money probably and yeah

So if both places offers me a job then which one should I go to?

I just spent about an hour wringing out sponges and now my hands are all pruny :[


I liked living in small towns. nature is cool.

lol okay so here it is
Am i wierd??? I think I definantly am.

Yesterday I was playing guitar on rock band and I was fucking rocking out and like jumping and singing and stuff and my mom was reading on the couch and I realised... not normal.
And it seems like everyone knows me as the wierd one, im so obnoxious when I first meet people.
The first time I met shanda I kept yelling at her and she thought I was mad.
but the thing is Im super shy if I dont anyone. Like Im so introvert and like nervous.

Do you think Im too wierd??

Also shanda said I was too nice to people, that I was too polite. Chelsey said Im polite too.

Am I too nice?
I should make an effort to be more cranky..


Im not a very cranky lol like Im so hyper and excited about life pretty much all the time. lol. Im going to go play rock band now^^